Sometimes when people throw around the term “energy” it can feel too esoteric, lofty, indistinguishable, and well, fake. People who are not tapped into their empathic abilities may not even believe energy to be real. It is unseen, after all, so how can it be real? First, I want to explain how to interpret and discern which energies you’re feeling in order to translate them and process them. Intuitives like me aren’t guessing or telling you what you want to hear. We are feeling energetic residue from the emotions and intentions you and others have about life. We not only observe intonation and word choice, behavior, subconscious errors, and mannerisms, we also feel for the truth in a given situation because your thoughts generate emotions which generate feelings which empathic people pick up on.
I will start by saying these things: I went to university to get a degree in writing and before that, was a French major. I love language and playing around with words because meanings can suddenly change based on how you piece words together and because words are powerful and cause people to see things in a new light or feel things they haven’t felt before. Twice in my life I’ve had formal, extensive educational evaluations done due to some serious mathematical learning disabilities and each time the outcome was the same: I can’t do math and my brain overlooks mathematical sequences as if there were a blank spot (like I am blind to equations) but despite this, I can decode in other ways, including language and emotion (math lacks emotion, after all, so as an empath it is like a foreign language I never learned).
The most recent evaluation I had was in 2017 by a psychologist and while I was doing the translation part of the test (turning shapes into letters to generate a code), he said, “I’ve never seen anyone decode as fast as you.” I was surprised but it also made sense. We all have unique gifts to share with the world and I don’t call myself an Intuitive lightly. It means something to me because I have been decoding energy my whole life out of necessity (being raised in abuse and having no one to confirm your reality will do that to a person) and I enjoy teaching others to do the same. Energy is a language unto itself, much like English or French, but energy is universal and can be spoken by anyone, anywhere, no matter their origins or level of education — even by babies or those unable to talk — and energetic “sentences” are much more complex than spoken or written word. Let me explain.
Imagine you are sitting in front of your computer. You are familiar with the menu tab at the top of the screen and look to it when you need to perform certain functions on your device. From the basic menu are drop down tabs that allow you to perform more specific functions if you hover your mouse over it. It may look like this: menu>edit>copy>paste. You know what I mean. You choose what to click on based on what your intention is and the more specific function you need, the more hovering you do.
Here’s where energy comes in. Now imagine a similar drop down menu in your mind that signifies meanings from within your soul. For example, if I tell you to visualize a tree, a tree will pop in your head according to what you consider to be the most basic kind of tree. What you consider to be a basic tree will vary, depending on where you were raised, which kinds of trees are in your current environment, etc. So hypothetically you click the menu bar and click “tree”. Now a basic tree comes to your attention. You probably don’t have many emotions or memories tied to the idea of this tree because it’s so generic. But if you want to be more specific, you may visualize a pine tree, for example. If you think back to the menu, you clicked “tree” then made a more specific selection from the options that appeared on the menu like this: tree>pine tree.
While you are imagining this tree, you are very likely to also imbue the visualization with some meaning through nostalgia, feelings and emotions, or other recall because suddenly this tree means something familiar: the holidays, perhaps, or cold weather, family, hot cocoa, sledding, etc. One energy reminded you of another, despite a pine tree actually having nothing to do with your life, which created a layered effect. Suddenly they are all connected and create one bundled energy. It would look like this: tree>pine tree>snow>holiday memories>family. Each idea represents an individual energy but together it creates a whole, a new energy. And these combinations are infinite and totally unique to you.
This is what an Intuitive feels on you and this is how we know things we otherwise shouldn’t: we decode the layered energy or meaning. We are decoding the “bundle” of feelings that you are giving off. Again it is because you have created emotions that create a feeling which represents a very specific story that an empathic person can pick up on, especially when they have honed their abilities. It’s kind of like Jeopardy — you present us with an answer then we have to ask the questions. You give us the bundle, then we have to decode each individual strand of energy and ask why you are presenting with it.
Now that you understand the basics of energy reading, I want to offer you a visualization for this powerful Super Blood Wolf Moon Eclipse January 20-21st, 2019. It is a powerful time of change. The masculine is undergoing ego death and the feminine who have ascended are being upgraded into true self-love and self-worth. It is a force that causes us to revisit the past and look forward to the future.
Many who have been working through their karma the last few years have had a very rough go of it. You have been dealing with trigger after trigger, impossible situation after impossible situation. You’ve lost, you’ve been exposed, you’ve been back-stabbed, abandoned, and tortured. I trust that many reading this have already begun the processing of transmuting this pain into something useful (chakra activation through learning the lessons once and for all), however, you may still feel anger, resentment, frustration, or sadness about all you have been through and despite your work may be unclear how to let go of it.
You can use this potent full moon eclipse to release the pain of the past. Here is a visualization to clear past negative energies so you no longer live in cyclical thought processes which trigger negative emotions. The success of it will depend on how much personal work you have done thus far and how adept you are at manifestation at this moment. If you need to hold onto the pain to finally understand it’s purpose, then you won’t be able to release these blocks.
Imagine a paved two-lane road that travels the length of your mind. On each side of the road is green, lush grass and there are no buildings in the background. There are no cars on this road. There are also warning signs, accidents, and roadblocks lacing the path, which represent the challenges or all of your thoughts, feelings, and experiences that bring you to your lowest places. Each time you think back over your life experiences, you forget the road is even there — you only see the clutter which makes you feel bad each time you have cyclical thoughts about what went wrong. For example, you are having a great day then suddenly you remember some terrible thing that happened to you a few years ago (aka a warning sign on the road) and suddenly you forget to live in the moment and are mentally travelling down the road backwards through all of the problems. As I stated above, you may even get pulled into the “strands” of energy that have created that sensation within you — dissecting each and every little thing that went wrong and stewing over it. We’ve all been there.
The visualization is simple. Imagine all of the warning signs, roadblocks, and accidents being cleared from the road. Suddenly the road becomes quiet and peaceful instead of chaotic and negative. You feel the sun, clouds, grass, and chirping birds. When you think back through your life experiences in your mind, those negative triggers are no longer popping up drawing you into negative cyclical thinking. You no longer feel the same frustration and resentment in your body. You feel at peace. As your consciousness travels down this road backwards, nothing is frightening you; nothing is pulling you into chaos. Now each time your brain tries to take you backwards down this road filled with chaos, accidents, litter, and signs, simply imagine the road being swiped clean and revisit the peace you feel when it is clear. Do this as many times as you need to. Eventually it will become second nature to feel the peace rather than the triggers of the past.
Use this time wisely. Clear your karmic energy so your future can be bright.