At present, the collective is down, sullen, and a bit sad. (When I say collective, I mean all empaths, highly sensitive people, and light workers on the ascension journey). They’re reviewing the lessons they have undergone the last few years and how they succeeded or failed within each scenario. If you have not tapped into your gifts as an energy reader and energetic being, this will be happening on the subconscious level. If you are tapped in, you will feel this energy.
This means all of the challenges, hardships, and struggles are coming up to the surface for one last go round. Did you finally learn or are you being re-triggered by past events? We’re so used to reacting and responding that we often forget we also have the option to feel without entertaining visceral reactions. The things that you have reacted to in the past (the injustice, the unfairness, the pain that was placed onto you by others, the selfishness, the despair, etc) are coming back up for a brief time to ask you this question: can you finally move on?
The things those terrible people did to you, the ways you were abandoned, hurt, used, and misused are coming back to haunt for a bit. If you have resolved a good deal of your karma and actually learned the lessons, then this go round should feel much less trigger-worthy. It doesn’t hurt as much. And you have seen that going back down the rabbit hole into “how could they?”, “why did this happen to me?” gets you nowhere but more pain. It’s as if you have taken a step back from the trauma and said, “I get to choose how you make me feel now, not the other way around. I accept it all.”
The Super Blood Full Wolf Moon Eclipse energy is still lingering so this last review is your chance to clear the karma for good. While you may have resolved the lessons that were thrown at you, you may still carry energetic residues from the pain and this energy wave is asking you to release. Emotional triggers have no place now as you ascend into your true calling and purpose on this planet in 2019-2020. If you were wise, you “undid” the karma. If not, take the authority over your life to enact the principle of the opposite and make change for the better now. Get out of dysfunctional cycles and patterns, own your self-worth, do not accept ego games from others, and finally (please) listen to the call of the divine. Remind yourself that problems are often extensions of deeply-ingrained past life cycles that were never broken. You have the power to break them in this lifetime.
With this lesson review comes a final ego death as well. Anyone who is still squarely rooted in their ego will say this doesn’t apply to them. It applies to us all. In reality we will always be learning lessons and attempting to subdue the ego. I don’t know if it ever fully goes away but my guess is, yes, and this is what the great spiritual teachers have preached to us over and over again in it’s many forms and incantations: “you must die to self and be reborn”; practice non-attachment to avoid further entanglement, etc. In other words, get out of your monkey or lizard brain. You are a supernatural soul with a divine spiritual lineage who is having a physical experience. Your body used to control you, now you control your body.
With the bulk of unresolved lessons out of your way, you can pave a new path for yourself where old storylines are no longer weighing you down or telling you lies about yourself and others. Some call planet Earth a school and others refer to it as a prison system. Karmic partners and situations can be teachers or guards, depending on how you play your cards. I suppose the choice is yours, based on your perception. Either way, the lessons are the karma you are indebted to from improper choices in this lifetime and others. Once you have paid off your debt, your true life path will emerge. Take the time now to reflect and ensure you have paid your dues in order to begin your new life.