Current collective energy: was it really worth it?

3D, 5D, abuse, ascension, astrology, core wounds, empath, energy, intuition, mind-body, stress

As always, I speak to the empath collective here. We have a new moon in Pisces coming up on the 6th, and Mercury, the planet of communication and all things technological is going retrograde on March 5th through March 28th. So the next few days will likely be a doozy for the empaths out there: old wounds resurfacing, questioning our direction (feeling directionless), and receiving heightened senses of feeling and perception. AKA: you’ll be emotional over the past, and your life will feel like it’s at a standstill which will make you anxious about the present/future, feel like you’re living in an eternal purgatory, while you have communication problems (or problems with legal contracts) or your car/computer/phone/etc. could break down. Fun times!

With every energy and co-mingling of energies, there is a lesson to be learned, a wound to heal, an idea to revisit, a clearing to be done. After the intense energies of the last two plus years, you are probably thinking you would like a break. You are probably thinking this isn’t fair. You are probably regretting it all. Was it really worth it?

Any 5D, spirit(ual), and ascension work you have done over the last two years in particular has brought you to your knees. As an empath, you were given orders much like a second lieutenant, and you had the choice: do I obey or do I ignore? Do I jump into a whole new life, or do I stay put where am I? Will I pursue the adventures of the divine, or will I ignore them to stay comfortable? Which did you choose?

Whatever you chose will be revisiting you this week (or next few weeks) as a time of reflection. I wouldn’t call this one a “lesson review” so much, but a questioning and second guessing of the self and your true path here on Earth. “Why the fuck am I here and why haven’t things worked out?” you will ask. In other words, whether you began the process of shedding the old self and dying to the ego (and therefore taking your commanding orders), or you gave a big f-you middle finger to the Universe to pursue “fun”, money, “likability”, and all forms of distractions, you’ll be wondering if it was worth it. You’ll be wondering how life could have been if you hadn’t done that; how life should be for you now, and what you are currently lacking as a result.

No matter how you slice it, few empaths are feeling completely joyous and satisfied with their place in life at present. Because the 5D energy has emerged so strongly and old 3D timelines are being dissolved, we are truly entering a brave new world. Uncharted territory with no map, but directions here and there as needed. Left, right, left, right, two steps forward, one step backward. It’s a world that feels surreal at times; a world that feels magical. But a world that also draws us back into bills, red lights, signing of documents, and getting places on time — or you risk punishment. You have a foot in both worlds and wish it could just be one or the other for once. It is a constant battle for balance. It is like you regret having chosen one over the other.

Those who took their intuitive orders and trusted the callings of the divine (aka: first waves) feel like they no longer hold any privileges of the 3D world. Most people aren’t aware there are any privileges, but shedding the ego shows you otherwise. You leave abuse, karmic partners, situations that are generally just really fucking bad for your soul, and the pursuit of a “good” life in which money, friends, and nice things take precedence; you call out evil when you see it, and you don’t take shit from anyone — it’s lonely, leaves people broke, exhausts you, and forces you to trust that which you cannot see. You’re put at disadvantage after disadvantage because you can no longer be standardized or go along. You’re no longer part of the club. The 3D world is like being in a fraternity — you learn the handshake, keep it’s secrets, and have all the potential favors you could ever need to call in. Was leaving really worth it, you wonder, because from the outside, things do not appear much better off than before.

Those who remained in their egos, despite the many ways the divine called to them (dreams, intuition, synchronicities, etc) wonder how their lives could have been different if they had just done it the first time. These people are called “second waves” because they didn’t jump on the bandwagon the first go round. They are catching up, though, because the divine had to force its hand. The regret lies in the fact that they couldn’t see how following those orders would get them a life they wanted, so they refused to accept them. What they have now realized is that the callings of the divine have little to do with a cushy life and everything to do with a whole new world. A world in which peace, love, and harmony are cornerstones, no matter what you have and what others can see. It is about how people feel and it’s about no longer ignoring your own soul.

So, no matter which group you fall into, be prepared to ask yourself, dwell in it, and be burdened with feelings of regret: was it really worth it?


Current collective energy: lesson review

astrology, core wounds, empath, energy, karma, mind-body, past lives, relationships, stress

At present, the collective is down, sullen, and a bit sad. (When I say collective, I mean all empaths, highly sensitive people, and light workers on the ascension journey). They’re reviewing the lessons they have undergone the last few years and how they succeeded or failed within each scenario. If you have not tapped into your gifts as an energy reader and energetic being, this will be happening on the subconscious level. If you are tapped in, you will feel this energy.

This means all of the challenges, hardships, and struggles are coming up to the surface for one last go round. Did you finally learn or are you being re-triggered by past events? We’re so used to reacting and responding that we often forget we also have the option to feel without entertaining visceral reactions. The things that you have reacted to in the past (the injustice, the unfairness, the pain that was placed onto you by others, the selfishness, the despair, etc) are coming back up for a brief time to ask you this question: can you finally move on?

The things those terrible people did to you, the ways you were abandoned, hurt, used, and misused are coming back to haunt for a bit. If you have resolved a good deal of your karma and actually learned the lessons, then this go round should feel much less trigger-worthy. It doesn’t hurt as much. And you have seen that going back down the rabbit hole into “how could they?”, “why did this happen to me?” gets you nowhere but more pain. It’s as if you have taken a step back from the trauma and said, “I get to choose how you make me feel now, not the other way around. I accept it all.”

The Super Blood Full Wolf Moon Eclipse energy is still lingering so this last review is your chance to clear the karma for good. While you may have resolved the lessons that were thrown at you, you may still carry energetic residues from the pain and this energy wave is asking you to release. Emotional triggers have no place now as you ascend into your true calling and purpose on this planet in 2019-2020. If you were wise, you “undid” the karma. If not, take the authority over your life to enact the principle of the opposite and make change for the better now. Get out of dysfunctional cycles and patterns, own your self-worth, do not accept ego games from others, and finally (please) listen to the call of the divine. Remind yourself that problems are often extensions of deeply-ingrained past life cycles that were never broken. You have the power to break them in this lifetime.

With this lesson review comes a final ego death as well. Anyone who is still squarely rooted in their ego will say this doesn’t apply to them. It applies to us all. In reality we will always be learning lessons and attempting to subdue the ego. I don’t know if it ever fully goes away but my guess is, yes, and this is what the great spiritual teachers have preached to us over and over again in it’s many forms and incantations: “you must die to self and be reborn”; practice non-attachment to avoid further entanglement, etc. In other words, get out of your monkey or lizard brain. You are a supernatural soul with a divine spiritual lineage who is having a physical experience. Your body used to control you, now you control your body.

With the bulk of unresolved lessons out of your way, you can pave a new path for yourself where old storylines are no longer weighing you down or telling you lies about yourself and others. Some call planet Earth a school and others refer to it as a prison system. Karmic partners and situations can be teachers or guards, depending on how you play your cards. I suppose the choice is yours, based on your perception. Either way, the lessons are the karma you are indebted to from improper choices in this lifetime and others. Once you have paid off your debt, your true life path will emerge. Take the time now to reflect and ensure you have paid your dues in order to begin your new life.

How to transmute energy to change your situation for the better

astrology, chakras, empath, energy, intuition, karma, mind-body, narcissism, relationships, stress

For most people, life isn’t what you thought it would be, or it hasn’t exactly turned out how you thought it would. This is completely normal. Our expectations are but old programming and the new paradigm is trusting the 5D higher power at all costs, which will lead you down paths you thought you would never trek. Still, that doesn’t take away the sting of feeling your life isn’t where you want it at this point. The good news is there is a lot you can do to improve your life even if things are largely out of your control.

First I’ll say this: I’m not talking about the Law of Attraction. I’ve spoken before how I don’t exactly agree with using the Law of Attraction in daily life. I do believe we can attract positive things into our lives, however, I also see that it often gets misinterpreted and ends up hurting people. First, the Law of Attraction can be used by negative people and narcissistic personalities who want to attract chaos, confusion, distrust, pain, and hardship. They do this through extremely toxic and negative thinking patterns and behavior including, negative intentions, gossip, subconscious suggestion, intimidation, groupthink, defamation, assumption (assuming the worst), etc. This only generates more karma which leads us away from peace, love, and harmony. Not good.

Secondly, we have to allow others to have free will. Even if their decisions break our hearts, even if they are hurting themselves and others, and even if we will not get what we want in the end, it is the right thing to do karmically to allow everyone to have the freedom of choice. Forcing your will on others through the Law of Attraction acts much like dark magic or spells (which, in reality, have little to do with VooDoo, frog’s legs, and toad’s eyes, and more to do with very strong will and action; ie: selfishness) which will only come back around to you in the form of karmic drama with a capital D.

Third, what you desire in the here and now may have nothing to do with your true life path or life’s purpose that your higher power wants for you. In other words, you think you want that amazing-on-the-surface job but in reality, landing it would cause an unintended trail of cause and effect that actually leads you away from what you are meant to do here. You can’t see this in the here and now, but the Universe knows and will direct you away from even seemingly good things because it will not be good (or best) for you in the end. What you think you need is usually not what you actually need. Unfortunately, most of us cannot see into the future so trusting this process is difficult.

That said, I do believe sometimes we have to take matters into our own hands when we are faced with negative life situations. In other words, we can’t always take a passive role. This is where transmutation of energy comes in. Hear me when I say this: this process is extremely simple and anyone can do it! The only caveats are: you must have a pure, positive intention, and you must allow for free will and your higher power to change the course if needed. It is not forcing, it is assisting. The problem is, most empathic people who are highly sensitive to energy are used to being bullied or affected by energies (collective/astrological, or individual) rather than taking charge of them. You have the right to take charge when it is affecting you. You do not need to accept negative energy.

To transmute energy, do this:

First, you have to get very clear on what it is that you want. The outer world is a reflection of your inner world. If you are experiencing hardships, you first have to understand that everything is mirroring the other. In relationships, this can mean one person is frustrated about something (even if it has nothing to do with the relationship) then the other picks up on this and becomes frustrated too, then a fight ensues or there grows a distance, and well, you know the rest. “What’s wrong?” then “nothing” is a typical response. Back and forth, back and forth. Once you understand you have the power to control this situation to a large degree, you can see that you do not need to mirror someone else’s feelings because it causes a constant tug of war and push-pull energy. If they are angry/sad/frustrated, you remain confident in your positive energy. Do you see how you are not forcing them to feel better, but you are saying, I will not mirror you because it will lead us into more problems? That’s what I mean.

Secondly, you can project your own desires from within yourself. The difference between this alchemy and magic is that you are not projecting your desires onto someone else, you are only projecting what you desire for yourself, from within. This is not imposing desires onto others, it is projecting confidence in the situation from yourself. Others then pick up on this (we are all energetic beings, even if some do not seem sensitive to energy) and begin to act accordingly. Free will of course plays a role so if they do not change, that is okay and up to them. But them not changing will no longer hold you back. When you are in the presence of a confident, positive person, guess what happens? You pick up on it and want to be like them. Again, you must have a positive intention or it can become a cancerous situation where negativity and control keeps spreading.

If you really want to dive deep, you can also easily do remote energy clearings on others and yourself in your relationship or situation. Again, this is not about imposing your desires onto them. This is a way to clear to air, clean the slate, and come back into balance. To do this, imagine each of you (however many people or circumstances are involved), as light beings. This means visualize each of your chakra centers. If you are energetically sensitive, tap into the present chakra energy. You will likely feel darkness, pain, resistance, angst, or blankness if there are problems between you. What you will then do is visualize all blockages being removed. You may need to do this over and over until it feels clear. Then imagine your chakra centers coming together to form a new, healthy energy. What do you want the healthy new energy to feel or look like? How can the situation improve for all parties? Imagine that and inject it back into each of your energy centers. Do this until you feel better energetically.

These are powerful forms of manifestation. Again, empathic or highly sensitive people are used to being directed by energy, rather than taking control of it. However, as long as you have a positive intention, and allow others to ultimately make their own decisions, you can create a more positive energy template in which a new, clear vision can emerge. Release toxic energies in relationships or situations (this usually entails forgiveness and a desire for a fresh start) and trust the new energies you have generated.