How past life energies are carried within us and how to clear them

5D, ascension, chakras, energy, intuition, mind-body, past lives

Like all information I share with you, this is both a channeled message and an experience. You see, the traditional learning model of stock, standardized memorization has go to go. It doesn’t help cultivate intuition because intuition is developed through experiential living combined with splashes of spontaneous inspiration (“eureka” moments), combined with confirmation. I can’t remember half of what I learned in middle school and high school but I remember how I felt at the time.

I live and process information, then present you with what I have tested myself. If it works, I share it with you. The scientific method. The kind of information I share is not always something that can be confirmed with empirical data or bell curves (something the toxic masculine system loves so much). Instead, it must be confirmed in your body, mind, heart and soul. It must feel true for you (maybe at first a little, but then it becomes a lot), it must intrigue you, it must leave you with questions, then it must work for you as you put it into practice. It must be an experience, not just numbers or lines on a page. You must feel it in your bones. That’s when you know it is true. You do not need to persuade anyone else it is true because they will require evidence. And the way you feel will never be enough evidence for them. Test these things out for yourself. Does it make you happier and healthier? If so, then you can stop feeling silly for entertaining these ideas and implement them already.

This brings me to my point. You are not just a sum total of your life experiences; you are also the sum total of the energetic residues you have carried over from past lives. And in order to resolve your karma, be happy and healthy, and lead a fulfilling life in which you own your purpose, you must relinquish all ties to the past energies. Sure, you can do the sage, you can do to retreats, you can see a Reiki healer. None of those are terrible and they sometimes help. But I live by the “you can teach a man to fish” philosophy which means please, do this for yourself.

Here’s how energetic residue works: your subconscious mind is clinging to past energies in the form of feelings/emotions/beliefs and tensions in your physical body. They are operating in the backdrop to your life so you have not recognized or felt them thus far. It is a bit like a computer with all sorts of programs running in the background. You minimize the tabs but they are still there. After a while it causes your device to operate much more slowly, you can’t perform basic functions or have to wait minutes at a time before you perform the next function. It feels slow, heavy, and annoying.

So too are your subconscious ties to the past. They have you operating at a slower, less healthy level of living. For them to continue dragging you down, you must never acknowledge their presence. For you to be rid of them finally, you must acknowledge they are there then “close the tabs” or tell them to leave.

Here’s what you do:

Get into some form of a meditative state. After you shed much of your ego, this will come so easy that you won’t need assistance. But if you do, then meditate, get into that state right before you fall asleep, use herbs or natural remedies, etc. to relax you.

Locate the tension in your body. Ask where it came from. Your higher self or higher power will usually connect you to the source. It will be a limiting belief system or trauma.

Accept the trauma or pain, feel it and why it is there. Whether it makes sense for this lifetime or not doesn’t matter. Determining when it came to you also doesn’t matter. As you develop this skill, you will be able to determine which lifetime it was from, but it’s not clear at first.

Then consciously push it out, tell it to leave, see you don’t need it anymore, etc.

Feel it leave your body. Feel your chakras more open and vibrant. Feel more energetic and less heavy.


Do this over and over until you feel less tense, less triggered, and more clear.

You see, past energies will only call you home if you allow it on a subconscious level. Once you identify and vacate them, you will not carry an energetic resonance that fits their profile. You will no longer be a compatible host. This means guilt, fear, shame, anger, resentment, pain, etc. will no longer be able to house themselves in a vessel that doesn’t vibe on their level.

Test if for yourself. Let go of the cognitive dissonance that it is weird because only you can feel its efficacy. It works if you trust.


Your twin flames are your karmic road map

3D, 5D, ascension, chakras, core wounds, empath, energy, intuition, karma, mind-body, narcissism, past lives, relationships, stress

In case no one has told you: we are all here to resolve our karmic debt. To absolve it, to work through it, to right the wrongs, to change the age-old script — to finally fucking do something new and healthy. The karmic system is crumbling, as we have witnessed over the last few years. Skeletons are coming out of closets, victims are spilling the secrets, and small steps towards societal change are coming about. “Yes, finally!” you may think. But before the world can step into 5D awareness, the greater empathic collective must resolve our own personal karma. It is a monumental feat but we are up for it.

Navigating your own karma can feel impossible at times because it is the old “can’t see the forest for the trees” scenario. When life is throwing you all sorts of curve balls, you wonder which direction to take, what is true, and how to see the reality in a world of projections and distractions. I can read your karma based on the situations you are in. It’s not hard to find, to a trained eye. Karma presents itself in the form of triggers, wounds, conflict, worst fears, anxieties, and, well, other people. Twin flames are our biggest source of karma.

If you want to figure out what your karma is in order to resolve it, begin by identifying the people who are surrounding you. Truly, they are your best road map. There will be people you know whom you have no past life karma with and that is great. These relationships will feel easy, light, and you will be allowed to be your true self (and vice versa). However, there will be many others whom you have known before in incarnation after incarnation, with whom you shared varying roles but the underlying energy was always the same. In fact, the underlying energy gets worse as lifetimes of unresolved conflict build up on your soul.

What that means is that any karmic partners you are currently in relationship with (or those with whom you have gone your separate ways) are a big red bullseye as to your karmic debt. Ding, ding, ding. They’re giving you the way out of the karmic system in order to get into your true soul’s path and purpose without the indebtedness and constant drama. But because they tend to trigger us so much, we get caught in stress cycles instead of doing something about it. Despite the hurt they inflict, despite the wounding, they are giving you the way home. Listen, watch, and feel for the clues.

Here’s how to read your karmic map in relationships:

How does this person trigger you on a subconscious level? (Ie: I always feel powerless around them, I feel anxious around them, I can’t trust them, they always throw me under the bus, they are not open to me, etc). Your conscious mind may not be aware of these things but when they do something that upsets you, ask yourself why on a deeper level. It’s not just about the present circumstance (like, for example, they said something nasty to you). It is about the deeper underlying energy (they make you feel less than in their presence).

How does your body react around them? Based on unresolved wounds from past lifetimes, you will tense your body in certain ways to compensate for the stress of the relationship. Do you always feel a certain way around them (stomach aches, sweating, shakiness, etc)? This will likely get worse over time as issues remain unresolved.

What do they tell you you need to change about yourself? No one likes to hear that we are imperfect and need to change. But a twin flame or karmic partner is going to go out of their way to try to change you. This is unhealthy when they are forcing it on you or not accepting you for who you presently are. However, despite the pain they inflict, there is sometimes an element of truth in what they say. Take a deep look at yourself and ask if there is even a grain of truth in what they say. If so, don’t react to what they say but begin the personal work to cultivate your strengths and let go of any perceived weaknesses.

What would you need to do to make the relationship better? What is being swept under the rug that finally needs to be addressed? That is the karma. And the reason why it is being swept under the rug is because if it were to be addressed, it would require a huge effort to correct it. Stop ignoring what needs to come up. Face it once and for all, then try to right the wrongs.

What or whom does the group remind you of? You can have one twin flame or many. Whether you call these people twin flames or karmic partners doesn’t really matter. If you begin to see them on a soul level, who or what do they remind you of? Sure, it may be a group of people at your work you are facing challenges with but do their energy and intention, interests, or behaviors seem more like they are from another place or time? Do they seem more like a group of religious fundamentalists? Do they seem more like mothers rather than men? Do they feel like siblings? Your present roles mean very little, while their energy can tap you into who you were in past lifetimes.

When it comes to your karma, follow the clues and cues. The answers are all around you.

How to become a multi-dimensional being

3D, 5D, ascension, chakras, core wounds, empath, energy, intuition, karma, mind-body, past lives, relationships, stress

We’ve entered the Age of Aquarius. It’s been written about, sung about, and foretold. It’s an era of taking off the masks, righting the wrongs, and pursuing revolution. It’s weird, eccentric, and raw. It is honest and requires a connectivity — within ourselves, the world, and experiences — like no other. It is getting to the heart of the matter and no longer pretending or glossing over. It is a time of innovation, for natural genius to rise, and a great big karmic reckoning. I hope you’re as excited about it as I am.

In this age, the old systems we have been indoctrinated into, the falsehoods and standardization will — and are — coming crashing down. It is a chance to access your true soul nature, rather than play the part others have written you into. You are a divine being having a physical experience and while we have long been talked out of this truth, it is rising. You are being asked to follow your soul’s longings rather than what societal demands have expected from you thus far. The role you have been playing is but a crumb compared to who you really are.

This time will allow and in fact, demand of you, to become your true self rather than “just the mom”, “just the employee”, “just the realtor”, “just the child”, just the… whatever. You are not your role and while we once identified as the person with the job, the family, the income level, the education level, the activities, the religion, the age, the community — you are so much more.

Becoming a multi-dimensional being means you accept all that you are, all that you have been, and all you are capable of becoming. It means you stop identifying with the 3D external factors and start seeing yourself as a soul who always was and always will be. It means integrating all of the experiences your soul has had and no longer defining yourself by the bad things or good things but by seeing everything was but a lesson that aided in your soul’s growth. Accepting that you are multi-dimensional also means you recognize all of your skills and talents and put them to use, rather than focusing on one or another. You are all of it. And if you want to be able to cope in the age of the eccentric, soulful revolutionary, you must finally accept and integrate your soul.

How to become a multi-dimensional being:

Allow 3D and 5D timelines to collide. As I have written about before, we are being asked to stop clinging to the 3D timelines that tell us we have to accomplish certain things before a certain age, before the next bill is due, before the holidays come, and by the time our ego or others demand. The divine is in control and we can no longer expect anything to happen by a certain time frame. Allowing the 3D and 5D timelines to collide means that you will no longer be surprised when past life lessons, wounds, people, or situations enter your present moment. This can come in the form of intuitive messages, dreams, gut reactions, feelings of deja vu, synchronicities, and meetings with certain strangers or people we already know. Yes, you have been here before, done this before, and you have known them before. Don’t be startled. Do not question, “is what I am feeling or seeing real? Can I trust myself?” The divine is trying it’s damnedest to assist you. Let it.

Remember who you were in past lives. Who you are today — your health, your habits, your likes and dislikes, your talents, and your wounds are all a reflection of past cycles that were never acknowledged. You don’t consciously know you have been here before but your soul does. First, you must identify the karma. Then you must resolve the karma in the situations you are in so you can finally move forward into your true life’s purpose rather than being dragged down by karma, stress, problems, and indebtedness. You are all of it.

Stop identifying with your physical body. You are a soul who has a body, not the other way around. Your weight, how you look naked, the wrinkles and fine lines — they mean nothing when it comes to the strength and beauty of your soul. Stop judging and punishing your body. Stop expecting it to be something other than what it is. Yes, pursuing good health is worth it and virtuous. But the shame, fear, and anxiety that attachment to our physical form produces is not worth it. Society may be disappointed when you don’t look a certain way but the divine does not give two shits if you look like the model or actress. You were made to be unique and your life experiences have created the person you see in front of you. See the strength of your soul before judging if your physical form fits someone else’s mold.

Access your gifts and pursue them. Your talents are not a mistake. We have been told to accept one or two of our talents and pursue them. We are standardized, sent to school to pick a specialty, told to pick the one route and show only that one gift to the world. You have many skills you can put to use — not just one or two. Accept them all, pursue them all, and finally share them with the world — even if they are weird, different, can’t make you money, and something others do not like. Combine them and create new systems, structures, and revenue. Stop putting your soul in a box of “either, or”.

Do not hide your inner wisdom for other people’s benefit. Age is but a number and it can do serious harm when you identify with it. Your soul’s wisdom is infinite and timeless. You are not your physical age and you carry wisdom from many lifetimes on Earth. Young and old alike are wise and well-seasoned in the art of living. If you are young, speak the truth even if people call you inexperienced or silly. If you are older, speak the truth even if younger people don’t want to listen.

Open your chakras. This gets said a lot. It sounds cliche at this point. But I assure you, the chakras are real. As an energetically sensitive person, I read this on myself and others all day long. Where is the energy in your physical body and soul blocked? Where are you wounded? Do energy clearings and exercise the principle of the opposite in order to open your chakras once and for all.

Shine. Shine so fucking bright the haters will need shades. Your light has terrified you thus far because of what other people will think. You hid it, dimmed, and became a lessened version of yourself so they wouldn’t be intimidated. So you wouldn’t be called names. So you would be liked. Stop this shit right here and now. You are a product of the divine and hiding this light will only keep you stressed and sick. Hiding this light will not bring about personal or societal change. Let them talk. Let them wonder what it is about you. Let them invest in some high-quality sunglasses. Get rid of the energy vampires, they’re only holding you back. The time is now.